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Name: sExsi
Birthday: 4/5/1982
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 4/23/2003

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Y LIFE HAS TO BE DIS WAY Y CAN'T  I FIND HAPPINESS Y DO I HAVE TO STRESS OVA EVERYBODY WHO IS FULL OF THEMSELVES Y CAN'T I RELAX AND FOCUS ON MY OWN LIFE Y DO I HAVE TO CARE SO MUCH ABOUT MY SELFISH FAMILY Y DO I STRESS SO MUCH ABOUT DIS GUY WHO WILL NEVER TELL ME DAT HE PLAYED ME Y I CAN'T FIND LOVE WHO WILL BE THERE FOR ME AND MAKE ME HAPPY Y ME THOUGH Y DO I HAVE TO CRY JUS BECAUSE I CAN'T GET RESPECT FROM MY SIBLINGS Y?


Monday, August 02, 2004


Got bored s0o0o i decided to change Krystal's page for her...eventho she ish very buzzie n all, i hope she likez it !! come stop by and leave meeh sum propz on mai page x_MiZz_LuShUz_x  =T ta ta 4 now !! xoxoxo <3 KiMMi3


Monday, May 31, 2004

hey wassup xanganz...it's been awhile since i tag something..but today i have da time to say something that has been going on in my mind and it is wasting my time..

i know that watever you say is not true cause life ain't jus about me and you..you know that it's so hard when we're far apart but still you will always remain in my heart..you should always remember that love takes time and im not talking about hoe and dime..i really want to let you know that im pouring out my love to you and nothing but the true..y can't you jus open your eyes and see and let this flow be..the purity of a gurl who can't stop thinking about this dream guy in her stupidity world...she can't go to sleep at night cause she tries to make thing right..and it is not just about you but about her family too...

 


Thursday, May 13, 2004

I JUS REALIZE DAT SOME PEOPLE JUS ASSUME U WOULD KNO WATS GOING ON WIT DA RELATIONSHIP.  NOW DAT I KNO DA TRUTH, I KIND OF BACK OUT FEELING AWKWARD BC I WAITED FOE 3 MONTHS 2 FIND OUT WATS WRONG WIT HIM N IT COMES TO FIND OUT DAT IM JUS A GOOD FRENZ 2 HIM. I'VE BEEN STRESSING OUT ABOUT EVERYTHING N HAD A NERVE BREAKDOWN ON DA DAY B4 MY 22ND BDAY.  IM JUS SO DEPRESS FROM EVERYTHING COMING FROM ALL DIRECTIONS, SCHOOL, WORK, FAMILY, LOVE LIFE, ROOMMATE, AND ETC.  MY PSYCHIATRIST ALWAYS ASKS ME.."DO U EVA THINK OF SUICIDE?" I ALWAYS TELL HIM DAT I DO THINK ABOUT IT, BUT I COULD NEVA DO IT.  I HAVE A GOAL N I WANT 2 ACCOMPLISH DAT GOAL.  I WANT TO GRADUATE N GET MAH DEGREE IN HRM..I JUS WANT 2 B HAPPY N STRESS FREE..BUT IT'S HARD WEN U DON'T GET WHAT U'VE BEEN WAITING FOR...I KNO YOU HAVE 2 GO FOE IT BUT IF IT TURNS YOU DONE ..THEN YOU JUS HAVE 2 ACCEPT DA REJECTION..N B STRONG THEN MOVE ON...


Thursday, April 22, 2004

I don't know why some people lie.  It's kind of weird how they keep saying that they're going to do this and that but actually flaking on it.  I'm so fed up because I'm not a fool who sit and wait for thing to happen.  Shiet aint' my style..I have a fucken life and that's what some people need to realize.  All I ever ask for is someone to comfort me when I'm down and talk to me when I need an advise.  I don't think it's that hard at all.  The main thing that really piss me off is that he talks to me like I'm his fool, his boys...shiet aint rite man.  I thought it is rude because his friends might think I'm someone on the side which I'm not.  So I want to get this shiet straight out..it's whether you want to talk to me or not.  But I don't know where to start.  Man, we've been talking for two fucken months.  Don't you guys think it's about time he should tell me something..the truth of his feelings.  Gosh, I'm not going to be mad, if he wants to be friends.  I'm a very undertanding person.  Dang, I can't believe I have not study for four days straight because of this sheit in my mind...aite g2g..CrystaL



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